I'm sure by the title of this post, it's pretty apparent that I really have no idea what I'm doing. Have to start somewhere though, so here it goes. If you read my "About" section you already know that I am a stay at home mom of 3. Right now my 3 range in ages from 5 years old to 6 months. I am married to a man that I literally prayed for that I still to this day am not sure how things came together so that we would be. But here we are...6 years of marriage and 3 kids later. Crazy really. In a good way. Our family life consist of him working and supporting us and me staying at home...supporting US. I truely love that I am at home with my kids and have been since having the first one, but like anything else it's got it's good and it's got it's trying days. Since having my 3rd, I'm finding that I'm struggling more than I thought I would to adapt. I've been told and read plenty on "if you can handle 2 then you can handle 20!" Um no. Don't get me wrong, in no way, shape, or form am I regretting any of them...I am happily struggling to adapt, if that makes any sense. Just calling out the fib "the more you have, the easier it gets." That makes zero sense. I worry just as much when my #3 gets sick as I did with #1. Sure you have more knowledge of things that happen or what to expect (with babies, toddlers, kids), but the heartache of seeing your child sick or even just uncomfortable doesn't change. And I'll be the first to admit that I'm probably way more paraoid and psycho with my kids than a lot of parents are. And I know that makes things a lot harder on me but I haven't figured out a way to completely control it yet so if you have any helpful tips please drop me a note. I do pray, not as much as I should, but I'm working on that too. I find I pray more when I need it...not the way I want to be. I also bake. More than I should ha! The house is a disaster, the kids are out of control, and there's so much to be done that I don't even know where to begin....Oh now's a good time to bake blueberry breakfast cake! See why I need this blog?